Emotions
December 5 I want to start applying for schools, even if I don’t have a chance I still want to apply and work on what I need encase I don’t get accepted into a university.
December 7 Two days later and all the Internet access and I have yet to look into school. I really want my bachelor degree in social work but I’m doing what I do best procrastinate . I feel like a bum, I also feel like I have no future. I am trying to live a decent life but i end up living in a mess. I need to get myself together.
December 3 I’m angry all the time. As I write this I’m slightly pissed, due to the fact that all my notes got deleted off my iPod. At this moment I’m waiting for a bus in a non accessible city Mississauga. They have the worst bus service. I just hate it here. Yesterday, I walked from work to home which was a hour and a half walk. If I would have stayed in one spot I would freeze. I want to escape this city, the place I reside at , just escape . Now, I need to save some money, find a new job somewhere far, and find a place. Sounds easy, but it’s not going to be. I come to realize when it comes to certain things in my life, nothing is easy or ever runs smooth. The thing that angers me the most is the fact that my mom is no longer here.
