January 2012
2 posts
Listen
October 2011
3 posts
1 tag
“Don’t become the one you hated.
Death is absolutely safe, billion bibles mark the last page.”
August 2011
3 posts
I don’t have Facebook, but I still know all that’s going on . I hate that.
July 2011
2 posts
I’m waiting for the august subscription of Nylon magazine. It’s driving me crazy. Is there a similar magazine to Nylon?
June 2011
3 posts
Im in serious need of a shopping detox. It’s scary that i’m so eager and willing to shop. I guess shopping is my drug.
Might be late.
I just want to sit in Second Cup and not go to work.
“If you find me, hide me, I don’t know where I’ve been”
– Emily Haines
May 2011
1 post
March 2011
4 posts
1 tag
I’m so exhausted. My body just had a moment of almost shutting down on me. I can’t keep treating my body this way. Took a day off from work and accomplished nothing from that day. I did come up with a thought. Nothing is for certain so I might as well start using my brain now. No details can be discussed.
Good day,
Natasha
Food
Vegan stoner thank you. I’m heading to the grocery store right now. I suddenly feel like I can cook. Praise that site.
February 2011
5 posts
One year later.
In five minutes, it will be one year, since my mom passed away. I’m filled with emotions and depression. Hopefully, I can get through it. Baileys doesn’t help.
When you cry yourself to sleep you will get a headache…and bags.
January 2011
9 posts
Im sick of hanging out with selfish people.
I hate when im on break and people want to talk. I just want a bit of peace.
Frozen at Second Cup
I need to realize that it’s wintertime and I can’t walk around wearing cheap cloth material shoes that I bought at H&M. Not only am I frozen, I’m getting a stomach ache from my bagel. It’s horrible.
Vintage
Ms.VintageVirgin is my blog fashion inspiration. I love her style. Look at her blog .
http://msvintagevirgin.blogspot.com
December 2010
2 posts
Issues
Part of my depression is due to my guilt. I’m guilty of abandoning them when they needed me. I can’t be a back bone for them or myself. Life is scary now. Secretly, I don’t know how to deal.
Emotions
December 5
I want to start applying for schools, even if I don’t have a chance I still want to apply and work on what I need encase I don’t get accepted into a university.
December 7
Two days later and all the Internet access and I have yet to look into school. I really want my bachelor degree in social work but I’m doing what I do best procrastinate . I feel like a bum,...
October 2010
3 posts
New job
When I was told my schedule for this week I was really disappointed and I told myself that I’ll find a new job before I start work. I put out my resume on Monday got called Tuesday hired Thursday . So excited about the new opportunities that I get to experience. Hopefully, my next job will be in my field.
Adult Decisions
After three weeks of being off the schedule, I finally got two shifts in total nine hours. Now, that I’m on the schedule, an employee called me to see if I would take her Sunday shift. Thanksgiving is this weekend and she is preparing her meal on Sunday, well so are we. When I wanted shifts, they didn’t call me. After, being semi-unemployed I started emailing my resume on Monday and...
I made plans to go to Montreal, Halloween weekend and I had to pull out. I am realizing that i don’t have the funds to travel and even split the cost with people. I feel really guilty, but at the end of the day I have bills. Plus, I don’t want a part two of New York. Sucks that I can’t see any live bands.
September 2010
6 posts
To do list :
Go back to school
Get my CPR , CPI and first aid
Drivers licenses
$5000
Look for grants and bursaries
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I`m so annoyed that I spent two days listening to his problems, giving him advice and he runs home gets abused, comes back to our house, and runs back home and everything is ok. I don`t agree with abuse and if you are in the field of helping people, why can`t you figure out that you need help as well. You should not be in a relationship were you are not only verbally abused but also physically...
Back to work today. I had a few unpaid weeks of work and now I am returning to a job that I hate, but was to lazy to redo my resume and hand them out, before my time expired. I honestly hate working for this company. I make sure to always have a smile on my face, even when I’m pissed off. I don’t know how much I can take of this job.
New York, New York
Last Sunday , I went to New York City with my uncle and his boyfriend. We did a lot of tourist things, which annoyed me at times, and I also hated feeling like a third wheel. I really should of done my own thing, but I did have a good time regardless of not going to Brooklyn and eating an authentic vegan meal. Oh, and spending money on clothes. Jordin Sparks and Eddie Griffin
Heading to New York for the first time on Sunday . I was pretty excited, but as the days get closer the more I’m against the idea of leaving. New York is expensive, I don’t have a full time job, and I have responsibilities. I’ll need to make light of the situation.
Library Charges.
New city,rules, and library charges. Awww, oh how my love of books always gets me into trouble. This time only $48.10. I borrowed a lot of vegan cookbooks and pretty classic paperback. Would you call “Death of a salesman” a classic?
I just realized that Google has a link called Google Books. This site is perfect for me, since I usually have memory lost on books I’ve...
August 2010
1 post
Writing
Remembering the times when I used to enjoy writing. When my grammar was perfect and I knew where to place my punctuation.